A shot of pain runs down my neck. It stays.
Pretty soon, the same pain will rapidly spread from the left side of my body too.
Like a nuclear bomb drop. Over a silent and unsuspecting ordinary day. It falls gracefully. Serenely, almost as if it were a gift from God.
But the aftermath...deceptive. In seconds, the pain runs all over.
And the thoughts will run.
A mind lost in confusion. Incomprehensible towards the quiet devil.
That stands steadfast with grace over the torture chamber.
The chamber of emotions. The cruel games of the mind. The neverending bout of questions. Questions that pierce through the soul, leaving it to bleed.
Only a fox could live through it.
I am no fox.
I am but only an innocent mind struggling to keep sane.
Trying with immense difficulty to build a barrier, a sanctity for the pure virtues...
So that it stays pure.

AND THE AWARD GOES TO...

Ladies and gentlemen, humans and non, the winner of the most complicated, secretly egoistic and frustrating creatures ever lived and breathed on the face of earth: WOMEN!

And I can probably find another millions of millions of people to agree with me on that.

Everyone's different, yes.
But when it comes to women, being complicated, hard to please, hard to understand, avengeful, cold, cruel, deceptive, intelligently brutal and basically making life for others that do not fall into their category, hard, comes with the whole package.
It exists in every woman, the way breasts and vaginas are standard in every woman.

I don't know about the rest out there...but I think I could've made a revolutionary discovery.
A stumbling truth that will change all of mankind. Man kind, I mean.
Women are killing machines in disguise!
They love you and make you feel good, to gain your trust.
And when you're down on your knees for them, they break you.
Only a mistake stands between you and the path of destruction.
Make one, and the walls come down.

They claim millions of spirit each year. Sometimes they claim lives.

Our safest bet? Don't get involved! Stay away from them!
But is that possible?
The statistics of married or attached men and butches beg to differ.

THE MOST FRUSTRATING CREATURES ON EARTH

Women.

THE MOST COMPLICATED CREATURES ON EARTH

Women.

THE PROLOGUE

Life from a man's point of view is simpler, more focused.
Like football, career, sex. Short and punchy.
Black and white. No beating round the bush.

Life from a WOMAN's point of view is....well, simply indescribable.
A woman's view of life varies from nothing to something, from anything to everything. And don't forget those things in between too.

But life from a butch's point of view?
Now, that's something you don't hear everyday.
Exactly, what shade of green is the grass over on this side?
Wait a minute...is there even grass here?

While some may be quick to conclude that a butch's life is like any other woman's life...they are right...
But only to a certain extent, of course.
We view the nothings and somethings to the anythings and everythings in a simple yet complicated way.
Don't get it right?
Well, don't blame me, I am after all a woman.
Except, maybe for me, I would be a woMAN.
So there will be things that are just the way it is. A bar of a chocolate, is a bar of chocolate.
While others, a bar of chocolate is the taste of passion, the tingling of love, the caress of romanticism, the...ok, you get the point.

This book comes with a warning: Read with an open mind and heart.
It is then that you'll find yourself understanding people like us better.
And maybe, you might even agree that life's a butch, man or woman.